follow for more. not sure what but there will be more of it.
i thought the joke would get old and repetitive one minute in but no the entire fuckin thing is gold
After last year, I really needed a better living situation this year.
I don’t need roommates who get hammered all the time and come home vomiting and cause excessive amounts of drama. I don’t need roommates who eat my food. I don’t need roommates who yell at each other because one can’t get their shit together and the other is at the end of her rope.
What I need is a group of people I can get along with and a place I can actually get homework done. I cannot let my grades suffer because we need some kind of roommate intervention at least once a week.
I was on my way to doing great things this year, and now I’m only on my way to anxiety and failure.
I need to move out.
what a bad night.
wow. when was the last time such a bad night happened?
my friends are having bad nights, i’ve gotten upsetting news, i’ve been ridiculously triggered, and i don’t really have anyone to go to because pretty much everyone is having their own problems.
it’s a bad night for everyone.
it’s been exactly 10 years since Rachel got off that plane and I’m still not over it.
this is how you end a show. you don’t give the audience exactly what they want, or take it completely away from them either, you leave them with the idea of what could be
you don’t throw all sanity to hell in the hopes of going out with a bang, you go out with a warm hug and a thank you
you don’t give the characters the perfect dream ending, you give them something better
and this is how you end a show that is so powerful, people are still emotional about it 10 years after it ends.
First meeting if Rowan’s English Club today! Running for a position on the executive committee. Wish me luck y’all.
Well this is heartbreaking
Oh look Satan made a photoset
*listens to ur heart with a stethoscope* *takes ur temperature* *flashes a light in ur eyes* yep…. it’s exactly as i expected…. ur really cute….. *writes a prescription for lots of kisses*
This is Dean experiencing the effects of one of the Four Horsemen, Famine. This moment in context for you:
DEAN (to Castiel) So, what, you just happen to know he likes the cosmos at this place?
CASTIEL This place is a nexus of human reproduction. It’s exactly the kind of-(Castiel watches Dean put ketchup on his cheeseburger) -of garden the Cupid will come to— to pollinate.
(Dean puts his cheeseburger back down)
SAM Wait a minute. You’re not hungry?
DEAN No. What? I’m not hungry.
CASTIEL Then you’re not gonna finish that? (takes Dean’s cheeseburger.)( looking toward a couple at a table across the room) He’s here.
X- Transcript of My Bloody Valentine, 5.14
SAM I thought famine meant starvation, like as in, you know, food.
CASTIEL Yes. Absolutely. But not just food. I mean, everyone seems to be starving for something—Sex, attention, drugs, love…
DEAN Are you serious?
CASTIEL These make me…very happy.
DEAN How many is that?
CASTIEL I lost count. It’s in the low hundreds. What I don’t understand is…where is your hunger, Dean?
CASTIEL Well, slowly but surely, everyone in this town is falling prey to Famine, but so far, you seem unaffected.
DEAN Hey, when I want to drink, I drink. When I want sex, I go get it. Same goes for a sandwich or a fight.
CASTIEL So…you’re saying you’re just well-adjusted?
DEAN God, no. I’m just well-fed. Look there.
Dean IS affected by Famine. He is well fed, yes, but that does not leave him unaffected. Everyone, each person began craving what they did not allow themselves in their daily lives. Some people sex, others food, love, attention, whatever it is in their day to day life that they sacrifice for whatever reason… These people were craving it and seeking it fiercely.
Dean, however, seems to have his cravings dulled. He is, as he states, typically easy and quick to fulfill his own cravings. “When I want to drink, I drink. When I want sex, I go get it. Same goes for a sandwich or a fight.”
What Dean is experiencing as an effect of Famine is an absence of cravings. He is quite literally craving Abstinence. He is craving the loss of every craving he has ever fed.
"I’m well fed." He says.
Dean, honey, you are fasting.
This is the first meta on Dean’s “hunger” that I’ve read that I can get behind.
I actually interpreted it very close to that. I thought back to season four Dean when he said “I wish I couldn’t feel a damn thing.”
I figured his life hasn’t gotten any better. It’s gotten worse, if anything. And he has so much guilt and so many negative feelings, so it just increased that desire from when he first got back from Hell.
He craves numbness because it’s better than feeling the way he has been feeling.
most people assume that Dean was unaffected by Famine because Famine’s objective was to use what people crave to get them to gorge themselves to death
not eating will kill you. Dean gorging himself on numbness would have eventually led to his death